Realized

Sometimes you can't understand your own thoughts until they come out of your mouth.

The other day, I tasted the words forming between my teeth and slipping over my lips, and I had to pause.

I realized, after all this time,

I am still waiting for a guy to make me feel good about myself.
I am still waiting for a guy who won't ever hurt me.

I am still waiting for someone who doesn't exist.

I've been looking for fulfillent from a human being, a fulfillment that can only really come from God. My husband will never be my savior....

but that's ok.
Because I already have one. :)